Random Thoughts @ 11-03-2024

Don’t know where to start, or where to write but I want to write something. I have no idea what I am writing and where will it go. I just want to write my thoughts and go to the ultimate extent of my creativity.

Currently I am documenting my life daily and using Duolingo daily to learn Chinese. I am going to learn Chinese aggressively once I reach Bettiah. I am going to resume the tuition once I reach Bettiah as it’s my only source of income. 

All the money I will receive will most probably be reinvested in myself. I will buy books with that money and will pay the Gym membership fees. I contacted the gym in my town and they said that it will cost 500 rupees for registration and 1300 rupees monthly. I don’t know whether I will be successful or not but what I know is that I must take the leap.

I randomly think that I join the gym, make good connections there, come in contact with the Gym owner and help him out for free. Once he’s addicted I can become his partner of him.

I am planning to join Fittpro gym as it’s the best and probably the most costly gym in bettiah. I guess it’s a franchise, but let’s see. 

You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take. I have a limited amount of money and I am also afraid to spend it on myself as I have no source of income. 

I will get a mere 2000 rupees for teaching 3 kids that I don’t like too much. I want to teach business things and I think that the gym could be the best place to utilise my learnings.

Today is 11-03-2024 and I will be going to Bettiah on 21st of march means 10 days later after that I will be there for a couple of days before going to my village for Holi. Holi is on the 25th of March and soon after Holi I will come back as one more exam for my sister is on 01st April. We have a train on 30th March and we will be reaching Rewa on 31st. We will be spending our night in some public place/ Lounge as we won’t have enough things to carry on. We will only carry one backpack each which isn’t a big deal for us. 

Madhya Pradesh has Namah Lounge and preferably we will be using that only. After her exam on 01st of april we will take a train on the same night and will reach Bettiah by 02nd of April by evening. I know it’s kinda hectic but yeah this is life can’t help. I will have to find happiness in these things also.

Also, my sister has an exam tomorrow and I have the day after tomorrow. Frankly speaking I haven’t studied a word for this exam or for almost all of the exams. I even don’t know what the subject is because I don’t have any interest in this. I am pursuing this because of my father’s pressure. I am planning to drop it once I start earning enough to catch up with my livelihood. 

My primary email id had dr surname and I fucking love that. People mock me for that but at the time I made the email I wanted to become a doctor and now I don’t but I still want that dr. surname.

I know I can get it if I do a PHD or something too good in a particular field and I guess the second way is more attractive. I can open my own university and the university can give me a doctorate degree. Let’s see where the time takes.

I don’t know much about me but I don’t want my long term goals to change from here. 

One more thing, I have ordered the book “Think and Grow Rich ” and will get a copy by the 15th. I will be at Ujjain on 15th so I gave the address as Mahakaleshwar Temple, Ujjain. 

I have a train on 14th march night to Ujjain, I will reach Ujjain by 15th march afternoon. I am an atheist but I love to go to temples but yes I don’t beg for something from God. It’s because of my grandmother that we are going. Yeah we took her to MP with us to make her travel to a few places. We had been to Maihar which is like Mata Vaishno Devi Temple and yeah it was great. 

We will be going to Ujjain and while returning from Ujjain we will try to go to one more place of my granny’s interest like Bageshwar Dham, I don’t know why my family is obsessed with Dhirendra Shastri because I personally don’t like him because of some obvious reasons. 

After my exam on 14th march, there is my sister’s exam on 19th of march and mine on 20th of march, after that we will take a train on 20th March evening with my grandmother.

My grandmother won’t be coming with us next time we come. So, this is our plan for now. Things could change and I am ready to face it.

This is what I am thinking on 11th of March 2024. 

This is Navneet signing off from today’s blog.

Peace 🕊️